Pendamping Wisudanya

malam ini sedikit menyesakkan, memang tak begitu parah. tapi cukup membuat tidak nyaman. besok kekasih barumu mau wisuda, dan sudah sewajarnya kamu bakalan jadi pendamping wisudanya. mungkin itu sebab sesak yang aku rasa. kita memang sudah melangkah dijalan yang berbeda, kamu bersamanya. dan aku bersama yang lain pula. sesak ini menyakitkan, sesak yang harusnya aku tanggalkan berbulan-bulan lalu.

saat menulis ini aku teringat kejadian pada  acara perpisahan SMA kita,aku tak punya satupun foto kita bersama dalam acara itu. acara yang harusnya spesial. sampai akhir acara  aku masih merengek padamu dalam barisan huruf dalam pesan singkatku. memintamu kembali ke gedung, untuk berfoto berdua. sayangnya kamu menolak dengan seribu alasan. kamu bilang sedang bersama teman-temanmu di rumahnya merayakan perpisahan kalian, katamu jasnya sudah kamu kembalikan, katamu kamu malas ke gedung itu lagi karena jauh. dan alasan-alasan lainnya. saat teman-teman sibuk berfoto, aku sibuk dengan BB ku, membujukmu, mengancammu. tapi hasilnya gagal. aku hanya dapat kecewa.

semoga besok wisudanya berjalan lancar, kalau kamu jadi pendamping wisudanya jangan lupa foto-foto. Foto itu penangkap kenangan, jadi jangan lupa fotonya.

Let her go

lagu ini mungkin mengisahkan tentang perpisahan yang dipisahkan kematian. tentang susahnya merelakan, tentang betapa terasa dibutuhkannya seseorang saat ia sudah tak ada. lagu ini untukmu yang sempat ku genggam namun terenggut waktu. kebersamaan yang takkan boleh kita rasakan lagi, apa bedanya dengan kematian di lagu ini. 

PASSENGER LYRICS

"Let Her Go"

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go